I was too fool to realize

I was too fool to realize that I can't pretend to be friend of people I really don't share anything with them.
I was too fool to believe that I could be happy in this city
I'm too stupid to just leave it
At the end of the day, my heart just feels so alone, so much misunderstood that the inner pain, became so big that my mind have to shut it down.
If nothing changes in a big way, my gym term will end when my contract expire in May of this year and I will moving on as I always do: "I walk alone"