Hello again, my blog
In the eve of my mini holidays in Valencia I just decided to share with you some thoughts I came to a conclusion, thanks to the people.
I'm special, I can't deny it even if somebody tell me that I'm normal, it's not that I'm the one you invite to a party or even to hang out.
There's an inner sense of being abandoned that cannot leave me, this it's so big during the main part of the year that I wonder If I'd ever find somebody to love forever with my soul and my mind, true love, not what people see and experience in ordinary life, for me love it's what my mom's father and mother delivered to each other, I've believed that my grandmother died of sadness, losing her husband (my grandaddy few years back then), something that I can't see outta there on the streets today.
My heart's sometimes it's so black that laughs so hard when there's some headlines regarding some home violence between so called lovers that really cheers me up that day, kinda strange huh, something that I do really think I'll never experience, firing me up to live thru that very day.
Now I divide in categories the women I see around in Madrid in like this, to just having some fun while I'm poking around, i'll add some thoughts:
Bitch -> Unineuronal woman, dressed to fuck as much men as they can, easy to spot, sometimes could be confused with the Beauty Of This World categories.
Blackberry Bitch -> If the Blues Brothers live, they would have a song called 'Everybitch needs a Blackberry To Love', while I have nothing against the business/scary Woman as well (a categorie not mentioned, because they're usually married, lol)), this it's something that when somebody has touché and it's not a Bitch, there's better looking opts in smartphone world that perform better and make less trouble to the people, if I'd give a present in form of smartphone to somebody I'd make it so special for him/her to just love my choice every single day it would suit him/her 100% percent.
Fat
Ugly
Old
Beauty Out Of This World -> well this it's answered by itself, women u can dream of, but you can't ever reach, like people on the other side of the world.
Today I spoke on the phone with 2 friends (fantastic guys btw) that live there In Valencia and what a blast, one of them has an unique virtue as he's
capable of cheering up someone as me with just speaking with him, and I breathe fresh air, something much needed lately.
On Saturday 10th December I'll be watching Ray Wilson playing live in a pub, acoustic and intimate show I guess and it's gonna be a blasT!.
There's some kind of possibilty to review my holidays here, so stay on!.
Next holidays I hope it will different
Cheers!.
