I'll even leave the blog

I gave up
I gave up on happiness
I gave up on love
I gave up on smiling
Just love the dark
I'll leave blogger, just as i left online gaming and facebook
I don't need people who ain't real
I don't need people with mental issues
I do not wish everyone in this fuckin planet happiness
I really wish from the bottom of my heart that you suffer the 5% I've been suffering, so you could understand how I feel.

More news

2012 it's the return of the nightmares

The RH1 came back to life just I was given a shock news, that I have another gruesome injury on my neck :'( , again for be 100% I'll have to undergo brutal medical things :( again 150% alone.

On the other side I do like somebody, but I do feel myself unworthy, I think she deserves better than a faulty guy like me :(

Some news

I stepped out of Facebook, for good.
I do no longer use Twitter even.
And I'm not in Google+

I'm in a very sad mood as years go by and I'm uncapable of finding someone who could make me smile for real, I accepted the fact that I would not be happy unless a miracle it's made (yeah I'm thinking of "All Of I Need Is A Miracle" of Mike & The Mechanics).

I've been playing Diablo 3 like crazy, with some old pal's and some gym pal's however I'm in such state of mind that most likely I'm gonna quit soon.


If something could told of what I would up to without Diablo 3, I'm trying to put together 2 mammoths projects, one it's a Software project, the other one It's perhaps the most ambitious idea that ever crossed my mind an scary thing if I'd reveal it.
Next week I'll have the results of my medical tests I went on Wednesday, let's put it this way, every single people on the damn fuckin' planet gets headfucked when they see it as it's right side of my neck.

I don't know if I'd cross paths again with anyone who reads this blog, because unless you're in my blacklist, the honor will be mine always.


Have a happy life for me