About people

I really hate some people, truth to be told I hate almost 95% of the human beings.

They're all envious, they're all selfish, whether they find somebody truly ahead of them, it's mocked and throw away of society because being different and better. I understand now, why Homer has a pencil inside his head, he became stupid to be happy, I wonder if I should try something like that.

Some people says they're my friends, you're not alone and such kind of things, but what they do not know it's that I do only see the void at the end of the day, some of them even told me how brave I'm on being on holidays alone, however it's really scary to hear the noise of your heart and the noise of your thoughts in a dark room when you're lonely, the first two nights you're truly scared and anything could happen, I'm still asking myself:

Why I do resist?

Cheers

Definetly Hate

I cannot express my condolences to the kindred soul I used to be, I am so angry that I know people don't care about me and I don't give a shit for any single human being. The point it's that I'm not involved in some projects due to being prejudiced to somebody on them, I can't forgive people actions in the past, not anymore.

It's funny, I used to think back when I was a child and a dreamer, that I'd be on the way to be sucessful on my 30's and I'm noticing that's not true, that I'm a piece of crap who used to believe in Utopia.

I woke up and it hurts a lot, realizing that I'm gonna be alone, it hurts a lot see people that you don't know, around you happy, it drives me crazy.

Remember, for the ones who considers themselves my friends, please don't ever ask me what I'm really thinking, mostly because it could end badly if I start talking every single piece of hate my soul's got.

Why I can't be happy?
Did I lost my soul, so long ago, back when it was teared apart from me?
Shall I hate forever?